gahh,off to bed now.i am surprised at what i can do today.
on just 3 hours of sleep.

&happy 14th sweetheart.ily.
xoxo

i really really really really reaaalllllllyyyyy don't wanna go to the doctor tmr.i know he's gonna take my bloodtest,and i dont want that,i fucking hate hate hate jabs..and what if i have to go for surgery?!i dont want la omg please.if im still forced tmr,im gonna run away i swear!

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i never really realised daisies are so pretty,because up to now,i've always liked roses.now,im gonna change over to daisies!but too bad there's no florist around here,where i live.(i think?)

&i want her hairstyle really really bad.why the fuck didnt i find this picture sooner?!pfft.

i hate my sleeping habits now.its like,i'll sleep at like 10 plus,and wake up again at midnight.and not fall asleep til 3 or 4.maybe thats the reason for all my headaches.i am gonna try hard to fall asleep after this.
if by some miracle or whatever stuff,i suddenly had this awesome chance to go for higher studies(like after diploma.haha,im impatient that i cant be bothered about diploma.),i will choose to study about religion.not just about my religion but other religion too.cos i realise i have a huge interest in religion,unlike art,which i used to think so.
but how can i just go for further studies without diploma right?sigh.i dont know of any diplomas specialising in religion.
but its not i really want to do it.if the opportunity comes,then yayy!but if not,i can always learn on my own.

& why is the weather so hot nowadays eh?its so hot that my mum doesnt even complain when the air conditioner is switched on,like she always does.&i feel so unhealthy nowadays,like i feel my body is like a clogged pipe,there's something in there that is clogged.that whenever i eat,i can only eat a little and if i continue eating,i can feel it come back up.yes,i know its like time for me to fucking exercise,so i will.if in a months time i still feel like this,just go to the doc la.i just hope i dont have to go for surgery or whatever.
i have to admit i do like miley's party in the usa.it IS catchy.hahaha.

Noddin’ my head like yea
Movin my hips like yea
I got my hands up,
They’re playin my song
I know im gonna be ok
Yea, It's a party in the USA
Yea, It's a party in the USA


i already cant wait to meet you this weekenddd.since when im so clingy and unsastified with the number of times i meet you,i dont know.must stop this.must be sastified,or good things will end and what if suddenly i can only see you once a month.padan muke.

xoxo